FUCK. I had to see, I had to see if the feelings were real or just something lost in translation, and so I did and what did I find? Exactly what I didn’t want to find, why was I so stupid. It was real, it was right in front of me and I missed it, I fucking missed it. I was so shy, so stubborn and it’s just brought me to this. To be honest I really don’t know if it was for me or for someone else, it usually is never for me that am why I didn’t go for it.

Regrets. I just didn’t want to bring this feeling back again.